i really mind the age gap.to G.sorry if i really hurt u.
i really cant accept u.
u are too young for me.
chatting with u for only 2 days u say u like me.
then 1 week later u say u love me?
then 1 month get marry?
boy, this isnt love at all.
though u are ONLY younger than me by 9 months.
i still mind. age matters to me.
i still wish u would find a better girl.
please dont wait for me.
giving u false hope doesnt help. so i still wanna say the truth.
and didnt wanna waste ur time.
thank you for saying i am pretty and u look forward to talk to me everyday.
but seriously, u are still immature and childish to me.
one day, u would find someone who deserve all ur love.
in the end, u are still a friend.
and u walk into my life as a friend. (:
pls dont feel sad when u read this.
sorry and thank you for loving me.
Monday, November 2, 2009 4:38 PM
today gfs and i decided to have a major birthday celebration on 13th nov.
why is it major? it is because all the november babies are going to celebrate all together.
first time. hope it will be successful.
as usual, 11nov the actual day i will be meeting bixia.
i miss her alot. we are born on the same yr, same month and same date.
this week planned alot of things.
weds shopping with clarence is cancel.
friday, DMR/FT/2A/23-24 is having class BBQ at laoye house.
saturday, 5/1 class gathering at pasir ris park. having BBQ again.
on saturday, having FTT too.
i have to confrim with besties if they are going.
if they are going, i will go too.
sometimes, fate like to make fun of us.when u say u like me. i dont feel a thing.or should i say i am afraid that i might get hurt again.or should i say i want to understand u well first.or should i say i need to know if you are suitable for me.after u have given up, i found i have fallen for u.but everything happens too late.i guess this is the reason why people always say i am retarded.HAHA. this is life.
Sunday, November 1, 2009 12:42 PM


went out with my family today.
firstly meet dad and mum at cityhall.
trained down with my brother.
after which we went to a complex opposite raffles hotel.
we went there to buy books.
i love to travel. so i buy taiwan travel book. i love taiwan.
total spent on books $66.44.
then walked to bugis.
went to bhg and we spend $200+.
i buy lee cooper shoes and a bagpack.
went to lerkthai to have dinner.
trained home.
i understand that things wont be the same as the past.
everything had changed.
character and all.
all things changes.
people say i am the only one who didnt change at all.
saw wenjia on friday at fc2. she say too.
half a yr didnt see her. she say i didnt change at all.
great right?! i am still the friendly one.
talk to tiantian yesterday.
i had a good chat with her on msn.
we talk about our past and how we get to know each other.
9 yrs of friendship. time passed so fast.
girl, thanks alot for always been by my side.
i love u lots.(:
i started to miss twin.
she had been out sailing for almost 1yr.
i miss her. when will she be back?
and today is her birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWIN, YONGYONG!
next weds meeting clarence.
we going shopping!
i wanna buy backpack, clothes!
WEE~ cant wait.
Saturday, October 31, 2009 9:55 PM

HAPPY HALLOWEEN.
HAPPY 19th to BRANDON.
yesterday meet up with besties.
watched jennifer's body.
good movie. very nice storyline.
but abit predictable towards the ending.
went to bernard house after tat.
eric cook for me.
cant finish. so shared with clarence.
and we watched paranormal.
luckily didnt went to the the cinerma to watch.
boring.
only toward the ending very exciting.
and we chatted alot.
i love them. next outing will be my birthday celebration.
and thank you to all my friends.
i got back my money.